job!

i don't have much time but i thought i should tell you how work went!! i think it went pretty good its a lot of stuff to learn but i think i can do it!! i hate having to wake up so early it is kicking my but!!! at least i have a good full time job!! well im off to work ill explain more about my job later!!

Yay life!!

wow im sorry its been so long since ive updated this!! My life has been a little crazy!! I'll back track a little!! We got Neal all moved in with his parents he is settled in pretty good! I love Neal's family so this isn't near as hard as I thought it was going to be!! Kaci is living with me!!! I really love her being here!! She is getting bigger and so is her personality :) I was putting job apps in like crazy looking for a good job I tried a place called dialogue marketing it's a call center! Within a few days I got called for an interview went to the interview and got a second interview that day!!! The second one didn't go near as good as the first but I guess I did better then I thought cuz I got the job!!!!! Now I have a grown up job I work 7-3:30 it's such a great shift then Neal and I will be off close to the same time!! Best part I get weekends off!! I have a real job!! My first day is tomorrow and I'm pretty nervous but really excited!! :) well I should be going to bed!! Early morning tomorrow!!

getting my life in order!!

so lately i have been looking really hard for a job i have two leads on a job so i am hoping and praying that i get one of them i am super in need of one!! yesterday i opened up a bank account!! woot!!! Monday kaci is in need of one more set of shots and thank god i got to watch my favorite kiddos so i had some money so i can go get her shots puppies are super expensive lol but i love her so much and she is so worth it!! 

oh life!!!

so that bad thing i was talking about was that neal got his car reboed it sucked!!!! he got it out after almost 2000 so needless to say he is moving back home! i don't think it is a bad idea at all this gives us a chance to learn how to save and save some money so maybe we can get married haha so i am staying positive with all of this!! =) i am also looking hard core for a job i have never been so excited about being a grown up!! im really ready for a change in my life!! i need to get a job pay off my car (300$) start paying my car insurance and phone bill!!! ive been a slacker for a long time but no more time to get my butt in gear!!!! =) i love neal and their is nothing more i want in life then to be by his side!! i am ready!! =)

boy does life change in a blink of an eye!!

well this week i learned how much being an adult sucks!!! bills bills bills!!! ill explain more about this in a few days when i know more about whats going on... on a good note i get to hang out with my favorite kiddos!!!

girls suck!

so lately I've been having a hard time with the fact that all my friends have just vanished and ever time i try to hang out they ditch me... it feels pretty fantastic... NOT! girls suck!!oh well I'm moving on in my life and Neal and i are taking our relationship to the next level so i guess it is what it is!! i have no idea what i would do without Neal!! sometime i feel bad for him cuz now he has to listen to me vent ha ha but he is always a good sport about it!! =P

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so i put in lots of apps so im hoping one of them will just hire me!!!! i really need a job!!! in other news im still really wedding hungry lol i see rings and i turn into a kid in a candy shop!! lol so i need a job so i can get all my stuff paid off and work towards a future with my man!! =)