2012 much better then 2011

so i do this every so often within every year i take some time out to think about where i am compared to last year..... so last June i was in hell!!! my life was a mess!!! my family knows what im talking about i completely lost myself!! it was a really hard time in my life and i hate even thinking about it i am in such a better place now its crazy!!!! i have Neal by my side and he is a dream come true honestly a night is shinning armor!! i have a job some times i hate it but its a full time job so i am a lot better off there as well!! i have an adorable puppy!! i have Neal's family and i love them so friggin much they are all so fun to hang out with!!!

So I haven't blogged for a really long time sorry bout that!! But life is going pretty good!! Neal and I are doing very good still I love him so much it's crazy!!! It blows my mind that I found someone so perfect!! He makes my day every day!!! I would be so lost without him by my side!! With him by my side I know I can take the world on!! I am so lucky and so blessed!! Some times when I think back on my life and when I was going through hard times the person I always turned to is Neal!! For the past three years almost four he has been there for me always and I know he always will be!! I got him a really good birthday gift and I am thrilled for him to see what I got him I did kinda go overboard with it but he deserves it with how much he does and how hard he works!!! It's the least I can do!! I am having a really hard time not telling him what I got him but it's so going to be worth the wait!! In other news my best friend Ashley is in Chicago!! She is being a nanny for a year! So far she is loving it and I couldn't be more proud!! Our goodby was really sad!!! I totally cried!! It's crazy I mean we have been in this town for 20 years so her leaving for a year was way sad but It still feels like shes here lol a few days ago I was like I need to go shopping maybe Ashley will wanna go... Oh wait lol she is a little far away!! But we still talk all the time and that's good and she is doing great there!!!! :) ok well I think that about all for tonight I'm friggin tired!! Peace out girl scouts~-~-~-~