girls suck!

so lately I've been having a hard time with the fact that all my friends have just vanished and ever time i try to hang out they ditch me... it feels pretty fantastic... NOT! girls suck!!oh well I'm moving on in my life and Neal and i are taking our relationship to the next level so i guess it is what it is!! i have no idea what i would do without Neal!! sometime i feel bad for him cuz now he has to listen to me vent ha ha but he is always a good sport about it!! =P

=S

so i put in lots of apps so im hoping one of them will just hire me!!!! i really need a job!!! in other news im still really wedding hungry lol i see rings and i turn into a kid in a candy shop!! lol so i need a job so i can get all my stuff paid off and work towards a future with my man!! =)

Late night posts!

I have a ton of things on my mind right now!! First off i really don't have friends any more.. This makes me sad!! On other news I'm wedding hungry!!! Ya know how most girls are baby hungry!! Well I'm wedding hungry!! I dream about marring Neal and think about it a lot!! An when we talk about it I get so excited!! I want to spend my life with him!! Not one doubt in my mind!!! I am done worrying about what other people think about us! We are both so happy and that's all that matters!! :D sure do love my man!!

AsHlEy MaDe Me =P

so ashley tagged me in a post and it looked fun lol

Here's how it starts:
1. Post these rules
2. You must post 11 random things about yourself
3. Answer the questions set for you in their post
4. Create 11 new questions for the people you tag to answer
5. Go to their blog and tell them you've tagged them
6. Tag up to 11 people
 so here goes!!!

1. i totally have an obsession with greys anatomy!!! like play list on my ipod and everything!!
2. every time i see my tattoo it makes me want another one! but just one!
3. i am my nanas favorite grandchild!! =D
4. most of my friends are married or getting married!! i only have one friend who is not! (ash thats you!! :)
5. i have an adorable boyfriend and im super wedding hungry!!! 
6. i learned the F word when i was 6!
7. i think shoes are over rated!! i love going bare foot!!
8. the name kevin makes me giggle and gives me some random need to say it like this... kkkkeeeevvviiiiinnnn!!!
9. i pretended to sneeze one a girl at a concert once just to get closer to the stage!
10. looking at stars is the best thing in the world to me! no matter how cold it is! i find it so peaceful 
11. im terrified of clowns!! 

these are the questions ashley gave me...

  1. What genre of music do you hate the very most?  neals!! haha metal is not one i like at all!! 

2. Do you have a favorite breed of dog? (If you're a cat person, insert accordingly.) i love yorkies and chihuahuas!! kaci is a great mix of both!! 
3. What was your favorite grade in school? prolly 12th cuz i was never there!!
4. What food could you never live without?COLD STONE!!
5. If you had the chance to move ANYwhere you wanted, but it required you to leave your extended family behind, would you still move?  no my nana is way to cute to leave behind!!
6. What is your dream job?  to be a teacher and hang out with cute kids all day!!
7. What would you say your favorite era is? I.e. 20's, 40's, 70's? 90s!!! good old days!!! tv shows were amazing!!!
8. What song would you say currently describes your life?  jon mclaughlin- beautiful disaster
9. Do you have a nickname you absolutely hate? lol my great g-ma used to call me hussy but i kinda find it funny!! =P
10. What's a weird hobby/talent you have? lol i don't really have one that im aware of!
11. If you HAD to choose a favorite basketball team, who would you choose and why? celtics because you've brain washed me =P