Tuesday, November 10, 2015

well fuck you too...

i am so applauded by the choices that the LDS church has made. i can honestly say i have never believed that some men ( and only men..) talked to god with like a direct call... um no.. well they decided that god said, "gays and their kids cant be a part of the church" .... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?!?! this is insane to me!! i was always taught to love your family and not to judge one another now that is what the church is teaching.... my heart is so heavy for all of the gays this will hurt and the families it will tear apart!!! i will never raise my kids with hate, so i guess this religion is out....

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

marriage equality

(sorry this is so late)
      so the supreme court decided that marriage is now equal! i could not be happier about this if i tried!! as soon as i found out i broke down and cried, i knew that my children could grow up in a world where they would not know the difference between gay marriage and straight marriage. they would grow up in a world where they could love who ever the hell they want (and that is something Neal and i would support fully)!!! i will always remember June 26th 2015 as the day the marriage finally became equal.

Thursday, May 14, 2015

so turns out i have PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome) don't know what it is..... well neither did i! so here is a little over view.....
        
Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) is a common endocrine system disorder among women of reproductive age. Women with PCOS may have enlarged ovaries that contain small collections of fluid — called follicles — located in each ovary as seen during an ultrasound exam.
Infrequent or prolonged menstrual periods, excess hair growth, acne, and obesity can all occur in women with polycystic ovary syndrome. In adolescents, infrequent or absent menstruation may raise suspicion for the condition.
The exact cause of polycystic ovary syndrome is unknown. Early diagnosis and treatment along with weight loss may reduce the risk of long-term complications, such as type 2 diabetes and heart disease

    yeah so this has been fun to try to understand... i am taking a pill that should help me with the symptoms and hopefully help me to be able to have kids....
   this has been so fucking hard for me! first off the pills KILL me i throw up all of the time!!! second off it is always on my mind am i going to be able to have kids?!?!?!
    i feel so bad for neal he is really the only one i have to talk to about this plus he has to deal with the crazy mood swings lol! i feel like this is making me depressed i feel like im in a black hole sometimes! i have no friends i have no job i am sick all of the time... is this what life is going to be for me? i just feel really lost right now...    sorry for the negative post!