Friday, August 8, 2014
The Dating Game!!
so Neal and i have been staying at my parents house while i get back on my feet and it has been so fun!!! i feel like we are dating again and i get even more excited for him to get home from work then i usually do!! it has been an eye opener for me to be so sick i think! i know now more then ever that Neal is the perfect man... i really dd marry my best friend!!
Thursday, August 7, 2014
no more hospitals for a while please!!
well its official i just suck at blogging!! the past three months have been crazy!! i have been to the er 4 times and hospitalized for five days!! i had every test that they could possibly do and SO much blood work done. it was really scary
. the first time i went to the hospital on the 28th of June because i was throwing up and had this intense pain in my ovary and they decided that i had a cyst that was the size of a golf ball that burst (i had fluid in my abdomen so that's what they said it was)...
then two weeks later i went back because i was still throwing up and had a pain where my gallbladder used to be so they gave me pain pills and nausea meds that did nothing so two days later i was back in that time they immediately told me i was going to be kept for a while because my kidneys were shutting down since i was so dehydrated and my oxygen went into the low 70s and that is really bad for my age so i was on oxygen for all of the five days that i was there! i was getting morphine every 3 hours and phenagren(have no clue how to spell that) every 4 hours.
they ran every test they could the second day that i was there they did two ct's one with the dye and one without. the third day they did an MRI (so scary!!). the fourth day they did a scope (where they put you under and run a camera down your throat) i stopped breathing half way through so they had to bag me for a while then when i woke up my breathing was in the 60's and i was having lots of oxygen pumped into me and there was like two doctors and three nurses around me! they also put in a picc line because all my vanes went to shit! so the 5th day they did a breathing test and lots more blood work drugged me up and sent me home with so many pills!!!! about two days after it felt like the pain moved so i called my doc and he told me to go to the er to see if it will show up on the tests now so we did but we got this worthless doctor that was a complete dick!! i had an appointment with a gastro doctor who also put in a complaint with the hospital about the doctor because it shows in my chart how much hell this has been! but anyway the gastro put me on a hard core antibiotic that has helped a ton i am starting to feel good again and i am so glad!!!
honestly i think this was something that i really almost needed to learn who is there for me in my life and who just doesn't care! my parents were there almost the whole time! my dad was so sweet (usually he is a hard ass so i love seeing that side of him that he pretends he doesn't have) and my mom was just amazing!!! i can't ask for better parents!! my mother and father in law were also there every day they were so sweet and caring!! my cute nanna was there ever day!! jake and keisha came to see me too and jesse texted every day to check up on me!! neals siblings did the same either came to visit or called or texted!! i was so surprised by the friends that were really concerned i am thankful for the amazing people in my life!! but honestly i am most thankful for Neal he was and still is amazing with all of this!!! he was so worried about me and slept in that crappy hospital chair and snuggled me to try to keep me calm and make me feel better!! i cant imagine life without my best friend!!! he blows my mind each and every day and i fall in love more and more as the days go by!! i was super sick on his birthday and on mine and i kept telling him i was sorry and he kept saying "stop i love you" i am truly lucky!!! we are up at my parents house for a while for a change of scenery and its much easier to let my dogs out here!! :) i love my life!!!
. the first time i went to the hospital on the 28th of June because i was throwing up and had this intense pain in my ovary and they decided that i had a cyst that was the size of a golf ball that burst (i had fluid in my abdomen so that's what they said it was)...
then two weeks later i went back because i was still throwing up and had a pain where my gallbladder used to be so they gave me pain pills and nausea meds that did nothing so two days later i was back in that time they immediately told me i was going to be kept for a while because my kidneys were shutting down since i was so dehydrated and my oxygen went into the low 70s and that is really bad for my age so i was on oxygen for all of the five days that i was there! i was getting morphine every 3 hours and phenagren(have no clue how to spell that) every 4 hours.
they ran every test they could the second day that i was there they did two ct's one with the dye and one without. the third day they did an MRI (so scary!!). the fourth day they did a scope (where they put you under and run a camera down your throat) i stopped breathing half way through so they had to bag me for a while then when i woke up my breathing was in the 60's and i was having lots of oxygen pumped into me and there was like two doctors and three nurses around me! they also put in a picc line because all my vanes went to shit! so the 5th day they did a breathing test and lots more blood work drugged me up and sent me home with so many pills!!!! about two days after it felt like the pain moved so i called my doc and he told me to go to the er to see if it will show up on the tests now so we did but we got this worthless doctor that was a complete dick!! i had an appointment with a gastro doctor who also put in a complaint with the hospital about the doctor because it shows in my chart how much hell this has been! but anyway the gastro put me on a hard core antibiotic that has helped a ton i am starting to feel good again and i am so glad!!!
honestly i think this was something that i really almost needed to learn who is there for me in my life and who just doesn't care! my parents were there almost the whole time! my dad was so sweet (usually he is a hard ass so i love seeing that side of him that he pretends he doesn't have) and my mom was just amazing!!! i can't ask for better parents!! my mother and father in law were also there every day they were so sweet and caring!! my cute nanna was there ever day!! jake and keisha came to see me too and jesse texted every day to check up on me!! neals siblings did the same either came to visit or called or texted!! i was so surprised by the friends that were really concerned i am thankful for the amazing people in my life!! but honestly i am most thankful for Neal he was and still is amazing with all of this!!! he was so worried about me and slept in that crappy hospital chair and snuggled me to try to keep me calm and make me feel better!! i cant imagine life without my best friend!!! he blows my mind each and every day and i fall in love more and more as the days go by!! i was super sick on his birthday and on mine and i kept telling him i was sorry and he kept saying "stop i love you" i am truly lucky!!! we are up at my parents house for a while for a change of scenery and its much easier to let my dogs out here!! :) i love my life!!!
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