no job =/

ugh so I've been looking for a job so i can pay off my car and get new tires for it and possibly move out!! ahh its so frustrating cuz no where is hiring i really want a job with kids or animals or anything besides fast food but at this point im desperate maybe i could work at taco time again as much as i hated it i was a pretty awesome taco maker =P i just really want a job so i can take life head on im sick of being a bum!! i never want to be that girl that depends on my man to do everything!! i want to be able to help!! i want to start a life with Neal cuz he is my everything!! so im hoping i can find a good job soon!!! ok well that's all for now!! =)

LoVe!•!•!•!

Oh my I adore him!! I've never fell so hard for someone he is so easy to be with I really do see myself with him forever!! <3 he makes my world go round!! I love him more then anything!! We have been having some pretty deep conversations about the future lately and honestly I'm not scared or nervous about it at all!! With time it will come!! <3 for Neal I'd wait forever!! I know this is so mushy but I can't help it I love him so much and I'm so thankful for him and all that he does!! I know I'll always have a shoulder to cry on and a hand to hold!! I love you Neal thank you for making everything so much better!!! I'd follow you anywhere!! <3