Yay life!!

wow im sorry its been so long since ive updated this!! My life has been a little crazy!! I'll back track a little!! We got Neal all moved in with his parents he is settled in pretty good! I love Neal's family so this isn't near as hard as I thought it was going to be!! Kaci is living with me!!! I really love her being here!! She is getting bigger and so is her personality :) I was putting job apps in like crazy looking for a good job I tried a place called dialogue marketing it's a call center! Within a few days I got called for an interview went to the interview and got a second interview that day!!! The second one didn't go near as good as the first but I guess I did better then I thought cuz I got the job!!!!! Now I have a grown up job I work 7-3:30 it's such a great shift then Neal and I will be off close to the same time!! Best part I get weekends off!! I have a real job!! My first day is tomorrow and I'm pretty nervous but really excited!! :) well I should be going to bed!! Early morning tomorrow!!

getting my life in order!!

so lately i have been looking really hard for a job i have two leads on a job so i am hoping and praying that i get one of them i am super in need of one!! yesterday i opened up a bank account!! woot!!! Monday kaci is in need of one more set of shots and thank god i got to watch my favorite kiddos so i had some money so i can go get her shots puppies are super expensive lol but i love her so much and she is so worth it!! 

oh life!!!

so that bad thing i was talking about was that neal got his car reboed it sucked!!!! he got it out after almost 2000 so needless to say he is moving back home! i don't think it is a bad idea at all this gives us a chance to learn how to save and save some money so maybe we can get married haha so i am staying positive with all of this!! =) i am also looking hard core for a job i have never been so excited about being a grown up!! im really ready for a change in my life!! i need to get a job pay off my car (300$) start paying my car insurance and phone bill!!! ive been a slacker for a long time but no more time to get my butt in gear!!!! =) i love neal and their is nothing more i want in life then to be by his side!! i am ready!! =)

boy does life change in a blink of an eye!!

well this week i learned how much being an adult sucks!!! bills bills bills!!! ill explain more about this in a few days when i know more about whats going on... on a good note i get to hang out with my favorite kiddos!!!

girls suck!

so lately I've been having a hard time with the fact that all my friends have just vanished and ever time i try to hang out they ditch me... it feels pretty fantastic... NOT! girls suck!!oh well I'm moving on in my life and Neal and i are taking our relationship to the next level so i guess it is what it is!! i have no idea what i would do without Neal!! sometime i feel bad for him cuz now he has to listen to me vent ha ha but he is always a good sport about it!! =P

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so i put in lots of apps so im hoping one of them will just hire me!!!! i really need a job!!! in other news im still really wedding hungry lol i see rings and i turn into a kid in a candy shop!! lol so i need a job so i can get all my stuff paid off and work towards a future with my man!! =)

Late night posts!

I have a ton of things on my mind right now!! First off i really don't have friends any more.. This makes me sad!! On other news I'm wedding hungry!!! Ya know how most girls are baby hungry!! Well I'm wedding hungry!! I dream about marring Neal and think about it a lot!! An when we talk about it I get so excited!! I want to spend my life with him!! Not one doubt in my mind!!! I am done worrying about what other people think about us! We are both so happy and that's all that matters!! :D sure do love my man!!