ok so i know most of my blog is about guys and pretty much me just bitching.. but its my blog so im gonna! i feel like im starting to like this guy im not saying names but we have been talking forever and honestly he is such a nice guy!! and so friggin cute!!!but here is where it gets rough... i'm so afraid to put myself out there cuz i feel like every time i do it blows up in my face! i have a really hard time with dating i want to be that important someone for someone so bad! i really want to be loved i want someone to be there when i had a bad day or when i think im funny!! i try to take things slow but i've never been the kind of girl to move slow so i am trying my hardest! i hope things work out with this one!