2012 much better then 2011

so i do this every so often within every year i take some time out to think about where i am compared to last year..... so last June i was in hell!!! my life was a mess!!! my family knows what im talking about i completely lost myself!! it was a really hard time in my life and i hate even thinking about it i am in such a better place now its crazy!!!! i have Neal by my side and he is a dream come true honestly a night is shinning armor!! i have a job some times i hate it but its a full time job so i am a lot better off there as well!! i have an adorable puppy!! i have Neal's family and i love them so friggin much they are all so fun to hang out with!!!

So I haven't blogged for a really long time sorry bout that!! But life is going pretty good!! Neal and I are doing very good still I love him so much it's crazy!!! It blows my mind that I found someone so perfect!! He makes my day every day!!! I would be so lost without him by my side!! With him by my side I know I can take the world on!! I am so lucky and so blessed!! Some times when I think back on my life and when I was going through hard times the person I always turned to is Neal!! For the past three years almost four he has been there for me always and I know he always will be!! I got him a really good birthday gift and I am thrilled for him to see what I got him I did kinda go overboard with it but he deserves it with how much he does and how hard he works!!! It's the least I can do!! I am having a really hard time not telling him what I got him but it's so going to be worth the wait!! In other news my best friend Ashley is in Chicago!! She is being a nanny for a year! So far she is loving it and I couldn't be more proud!! Our goodby was really sad!!! I totally cried!! It's crazy I mean we have been in this town for 20 years so her leaving for a year was way sad but It still feels like shes here lol a few days ago I was like I need to go shopping maybe Ashley will wanna go... Oh wait lol she is a little far away!! But we still talk all the time and that's good and she is doing great there!!!! :) ok well I think that about all for tonight I'm friggin tired!! Peace out girl scouts~-~-~-~

job!

i don't have much time but i thought i should tell you how work went!! i think it went pretty good its a lot of stuff to learn but i think i can do it!! i hate having to wake up so early it is kicking my but!!! at least i have a good full time job!! well im off to work ill explain more about my job later!!

Yay life!!

wow im sorry its been so long since ive updated this!! My life has been a little crazy!! I'll back track a little!! We got Neal all moved in with his parents he is settled in pretty good! I love Neal's family so this isn't near as hard as I thought it was going to be!! Kaci is living with me!!! I really love her being here!! She is getting bigger and so is her personality :) I was putting job apps in like crazy looking for a good job I tried a place called dialogue marketing it's a call center! Within a few days I got called for an interview went to the interview and got a second interview that day!!! The second one didn't go near as good as the first but I guess I did better then I thought cuz I got the job!!!!! Now I have a grown up job I work 7-3:30 it's such a great shift then Neal and I will be off close to the same time!! Best part I get weekends off!! I have a real job!! My first day is tomorrow and I'm pretty nervous but really excited!! :) well I should be going to bed!! Early morning tomorrow!!

getting my life in order!!

so lately i have been looking really hard for a job i have two leads on a job so i am hoping and praying that i get one of them i am super in need of one!! yesterday i opened up a bank account!! woot!!! Monday kaci is in need of one more set of shots and thank god i got to watch my favorite kiddos so i had some money so i can go get her shots puppies are super expensive lol but i love her so much and she is so worth it!! 

oh life!!!

so that bad thing i was talking about was that neal got his car reboed it sucked!!!! he got it out after almost 2000 so needless to say he is moving back home! i don't think it is a bad idea at all this gives us a chance to learn how to save and save some money so maybe we can get married haha so i am staying positive with all of this!! =) i am also looking hard core for a job i have never been so excited about being a grown up!! im really ready for a change in my life!! i need to get a job pay off my car (300$) start paying my car insurance and phone bill!!! ive been a slacker for a long time but no more time to get my butt in gear!!!! =) i love neal and their is nothing more i want in life then to be by his side!! i am ready!! =)

boy does life change in a blink of an eye!!

well this week i learned how much being an adult sucks!!! bills bills bills!!! ill explain more about this in a few days when i know more about whats going on... on a good note i get to hang out with my favorite kiddos!!!