so turns out all those times i freaked out because i thought i was pregnant were a waste of time... it is highly unlikely that will be part of my future. I am trying my best to come to terms with it but it is one of those things that is super hard because i never thought that would be me... its okay though ill just be the best mom i can be to sage and get lots of animals and be the crazy animal lady!! I'm already half way there though, with the dog and the guinea pig.
we had to put Iggy down last week... seriously the hardest thing Neal and I have ever had to do! I am so glad i have such a great strong husband to lean on!
i am loving my job i work with Jesse at IMS, i do QA. it works really well around our sage schedule. speaking of sage she is getting so big!! she is going to be 4 at the end of this month!! i cant believe how fast she has grown! she now loves all things barbies and comes up with the craziest stories! she is so perfect!!
sorry this is such a jumbled mess of thoughts but that is my mind right now!
